Friday, April 11, 2008

OMG I'm so bored

Well this is my first blog on here.
I'm bored, hence my blogging! Not that I have nothing to do.. trust me, I have plenty to do. We are moving house (districts) soon, so I *could* be packing.. I'm also studying to get a diploma and so I *could* be studying right now.. but blurgh.. I cant be bothered.

I have 4 children, and will not be having any more. I'm too young to have 4 children (obviously not but you get the point).

What do people do when they are stuck in a bored rut?
I guess thats when people start thinking too deeply and understanding the world at a different level. Where you start wondering how many particles there are of wax in the average candle.. if vegetables boast each other on to grow faster etc.
I dont usually wonder about those things, I usually wonder about the world and what everyone else is doing at this very particular moment?
I can't get out to see the world because of my responsibilities here as a wife, and as a mother. Which is fine, I love my family very much and wouldn't change them for anything. I'm incredibly blessed and so, so lucky to be where I am.. especially at my age as many people go right through life without having half of what I've got.. but it doesnt make me stop thinking about the world and what is happening around it. There are SO many different ways of life, so many choices, so many questions. I wont get to see a lot of the world in my lifetime, so I use the internet and good ole' google to see what I want to see. The differences in countries are amazing. I have so many questions, but I think that I offend people when I ask - maybe I'm too 'out there'.. maybe I think too much.. **sighs**

Oh well. Maybe someone somewhere will help me answer my questions one day

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